[ laughs!! ]

I wanted to be loved. I thought I'd try to find someone to love me, but I gave up after a while. [ after all the heartbreak, and he's still given up. hence not looking for dates ]

And... I don't know if that's reason enough for me to try again.

Otherwise, I've fulfilled my family's responsibility and get to accomplish more here than I did on my island... so I don't know if I want to go back.