... If there is anything positive to come out of this experience, I suppose it's the confirmation that there is something awaiting us after death. The soul persists. Goodbyes don't need to feel so permanent anymore.
[ not this relatable content!! yves looks surprised at this, before frowning ]
... I'm sorry, Mizu. [ he's not going to go as far as insulting mizu's parents the way that his were but ] I know that it must be hard, hearing that from someone who you expect to care for you but...
Just because someone says it doesn't mean they're right.
You're a wonderful person. And you are more than deserving of love.
[yves can insult them. it's not like mizu would object, all things considered.]
I know what I am. [shakes head, slowly. it's fine.] There's no need to reassure me. I'm only saying it would likely be for the best if she never saw me again.
... I don't know if you do. [ a gentle argument, as if floating the idea ] You always rebuff me when I say you're kind, Mizu, or that you're a person deserving of care.
I know just words won't be able to prove anything but... I do mean it. I think you don't give yourself enough credit... so I'm afraid I'll just have to keep being annoying and insist. Because you're my friend, and I love you.
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He died four years ago.
[ and he’s going to finish the rest of the wine in his glass ]
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downing the whole thing is such a fucking mood. mizu is quiet for a moment, before doing the same.]
I see. [...] I'm sorry, Yves.
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yves will just quietly refill his own glass and lift the bottle in mizu's direction, silently asking if he'd like some more? ]
.... me too. [ is all he can say to that, sighing ] Though... most of my friends are dead at this point.
I don't know. Maybe we'll all get to be together in heaven, eventually.
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... If there is anything positive to come out of this experience, I suppose it's the confirmation that there is something awaiting us after death. The soul persists. Goodbyes don't need to feel so permanent anymore.
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Mm... that's true.
Would you like to meet your mother again, Mizu? I'd like to see my Grandpa, personally.
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a very complicated expression passes through mizu's face, but only for a moment. here and gone in a matter of seconds.]
No. [slowly.] I don't think I would.
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... no?
[ the unspoken question: why? ]
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[unfortunately, yves is relatable content.]
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... I'm sorry, Mizu. [ he's not going to go as far as insulting mizu's parents the way that his were but ] I know that it must be hard, hearing that from someone who you expect to care for you but...
Just because someone says it doesn't mean they're right.
You're a wonderful person. And you are more than deserving of love.
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I know what I am. [shakes head, slowly. it's fine.] There's no need to reassure me. I'm only saying it would likely be for the best if she never saw me again.
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I know just words won't be able to prove anything but... I do mean it. I think you don't give yourself enough credit... so I'm afraid I'll just have to keep being annoying and insist. Because you're my friend, and I love you.
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I see. And that's your honest evaluation of me?
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but yes ]
It is. I wouldn't lie to you.
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I'm afraid I won't accept anyone being unfair to my friends.
Even if it's you to yourself.
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Do what you will. I cannot stop you.