yves & akihiko

[noirges]

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[noirges]

[ he smiles faintly. his own vibes aren't great, but he keeps them in check for akihiko's sake. yves isn't the one who got voted for ]

I told you I still care about you, didn't I?

[ziosar]

And I still think you should rethink that, but you said it: you're you.

[Akihiko takes the thermos, holding it like something warm is really welcome right now]

...I had never come to visit anyone who ended up here. I intended to begin doing that this week, but when I decided that I didn't think I'd be the one ending up here.

[noirges]

[ he just smiles sadly at that ]

... well, it's always a mixed conversation.

How are you feeling?

[ziosar]

Guilty. But also glad I was caught.

[More like he feels the lowest he has felt in a long time]

[noirges]

... it must be hard to reconcile.

When did you start feeling strange? How did it feel?

[ziosar]

That's what I'm still trying to figure out. When did it start? I have heard how everyone possessed feels like, but I just can't seem to find the same kind of indifference and anger in myself.

[Probably because having to face himself and recognize to himself that he actually did this on purpose scares him more. He's in denial]

I heard what was said about Dojima today during the trial. Maybe it was something like that -- I was having thoughts about the apples for a couple weeks already.

[noirges]

[ . . . hmmmm. ]

A couple weeks but... would you be able to resist the urge to kill someone for so long? I've heard it normally taking hold suddenly during the week, and then maybe it goes dormant after but...

Only if that person isn't... voted for.