[ maybe it did. as she gets closer, his feelings that were hard to read during trial are a lot clearer now that he's not immediately re-triggered by his own stupid actions'
there's guilt, a sense of failure, and so much self-hatred ]
I'm not a coward who lets other people handle my troubles.
[ he's the only person who knew. why would he just tell someone else? he's not someone who runs away from having to kill his friends when he's already done it ]
[ he really does have a tendency to try to solve things on his own, but that's just a result of what happens when you slowly but surely lose every person that you'd come to rely on
Not for me, technically. Ramiel's all worried about running out of time to resolve the issues here, and she said there's stuff they just don't learn until it comes up on Saturdays where they can hear it.
[the vibes are a little concerned and a lot "do not fucking say it i know you're thinking it don'ttt".]
So. She wants help getting info to the three of them. Theories too, not just stuff we think we know for sure.
Mm. I don't think people tell them that often about the things that happen on the Thursday journeys. At least, that's what I gleaned from when I spoke to them after mine.
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there's guilt, a sense of failure, and so much self-hatred ]
... I guess.
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I'm not a coward who lets other people handle my troubles.
[ he's the only person who knew. why would he just tell someone else? he's not someone who runs away from having to kill his friends when he's already done it ]
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[ maybe because no one asked
but he’s not going to just pass that off to another person ]
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Oh, fine. I know a losing battle when I see one.
[a little huff.]
You're gonna be going over this a lot of times, probably, so... want me to ask you to do something instead?
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he tilts his head ]
What can I do for you?
[ in the end, he's always eager to please ]
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[the vibes are a little concerned and a lot "do not fucking say it i know you're thinking it don'ttt".]
So. She wants help getting info to the three of them. Theories too, not just stuff we think we know for sure.
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Mm. I don't think people tell them that often about the things that happen on the Thursday journeys. At least, that's what I gleaned from when I spoke to them after mine.
But... okay. I can do my best.
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