[ He's been worried about a lot of things since day zero and he has only gotten MORE WORRIED SINCE. Even the world's biggest pile of corgis can't fix this... ]
[ well the former is just life, but yves is a lot more delicate than just saying that. he takes marcoh's hand between both of his own ]
I think... we've got a lot of different stressors here. [ anyone can die, thursdays where people come back maimed as hell or as till alien stage, the idea of not earning redemption and therefore your soul not being deemed good enough to get what you want ]
But that is bad enough. I've always thought... as the weeks went along, it would only get harder. We'll only all love each other more.
I just... also thought, at the end of everything, it's going to be okay.
[ I really just fucking woke up to. A solo CYOA??? Two-person CYOA??? With fucking sudden Till Alienstage.
Honestly, it's the 'loving each other more' part that's hard, but he doesn't say that. It's not that he doesn't want to get attached, and even if he didn't it's way too late for that, but he went through a few mental rodeos last week which was really not so hot.
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[ For HIS sanity! No it'd be sweet but truly he'd have to scruff you both, lord. ]
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You should because we love you.
[ OBVIOUSLY ]
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[ Okay but sincerely though. He likes Yves, it'd be nice to introduce Venere to some actual good people. ]
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... take it up with God, I guess? That's what I keep getting told to do when I have questions about what comes after all this.
If it was possible... I'd love to, knowing how much she means to you. She sounds wonderful.
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I know. It's hard to say anything for certain.
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... are you worried?
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[ He's been worried about a lot of things since day zero and he has only gotten MORE WORRIED SINCE. Even the world's biggest pile of corgis can't fix this... ]
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... do you want to get specific? Or?
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I think... we've got a lot of different stressors here. [ anyone can die, thursdays where people come back maimed as hell or as till alien stage, the idea of not earning redemption and therefore your soul not being deemed good enough to get what you want ]
But that is bad enough. I've always thought... as the weeks went along, it would only get harder. We'll only all love each other more.
I just... also thought, at the end of everything, it's going to be okay.
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Honestly, it's the 'loving each other more' part that's hard, but he doesn't say that. It's not that he doesn't want to get attached, and even if he didn't it's way too late for that, but he went through a few mental rodeos last week which was really not so hot.
But he just nods, here. ]
Yeah. It will be.