[ Help me. Yeah...... Marcoh has gone fully apeshit twice in his life now and it's been over love every time... ]
It's alright this time.
I promise.
[ Well it's not but he means in the sense of keeping it to himself or not. The grief IS something he's pushing down but it's not for the sake of pretending everything is fine, it's for the purpose of focusing on what better things they have now, with a set point where he can grieve after if he has to. It's okay. ]
[ can you imagine if you're stuck in prehevil but you're getting texts from your water bottle if you ate in the last 12 hours and to send pics of your snacks ]
Good.
[ okay he'll let go and try to brighten up at least. this yaoi is so doomed but if marcoh has made enough peace with it then... well, what can yves do? ]
Then I hope we can enjoy the time we've gotten. I keep thinking about how we never would've met if we didn't end up here, and how that's so hard for me to imagine even if it's only been two months.
[ I'm losing it just sends him a picture of mouldy bread.
He has not made peace with it but being really upset about it will not be productive right now. And he knows there's other people who don't want it to end this way, other people who want to find a method. So! All he can do is make the most of what he can, and keep hoping it isn't the end. ]
[ He can just send Yves a picture of a potato he found in a barrel if that's better... ]
...
I did.
[ He's not forthcoming with words but the vibe is definitely like... you're all really, in the end, the kindest group of people he's ever dealt with in his life, probably. ]
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It's alright this time.
I promise.
[ Well it's not but he means in the sense of keeping it to himself or not. The grief IS something he's pushing down but it's not for the sake of pretending everything is fine, it's for the purpose of focusing on what better things they have now, with a set point where he can grieve after if he has to. It's okay. ]
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Okay.
And you can let me know if it stops being alright. I'm here again now, which means that you can't easily escape me.
[ he will lovingly pester marcoh forever (x more days) .... ]
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He huffs just a little bit, but nods. I'd say relents but he's never really been the kind to resist Yves much either. ]
I will.
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Good.
[ okay he'll let go and try to brighten up at least. this yaoi is so doomed but if marcoh has made enough peace with it then... well, what can yves do? ]
Then I hope we can enjoy the time we've gotten. I keep thinking about how we never would've met if we didn't end up here, and how that's so hard for me to imagine even if it's only been two months.
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He has not made peace with it but being really upset about it will not be productive right now. And he knows there's other people who don't want it to end this way, other people who want to find a method. So! All he can do is make the most of what he can, and keep hoping it isn't the end. ]
Got that comfortable with everyone, did you?
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but yves will still loop his arms with marcoh again... clingy.... ]
Didn't you?
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...
I did.
[ He's not forthcoming with words but the vibe is definitely like... you're all really, in the end, the kindest group of people he's ever dealt with in his life, probably. ]
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... me too.
I really meant it when I said that I've never been so loved in my whole life.
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I think it is well-earned.
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I'll try my best to believe it is.
Do you feel just as loved, Marcoh? Or do I need to try harder?
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[ You've made your point VERY very very clear. ]
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But I mean from more than just me...!!
[ MARCOH DESERVES LOVE FROM THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD ]
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[ Some emotional complications due to it being Monday aside, he promises.
Everybody is too kind. ]