[ yIPPPEEEEE THE PARTY'S WINDING DOWN BUT YVES IS STILL HANGING OUT. it's probably after the fireworks already and he's just laid out on a blanket, scribbling away at something.....
muttering to himself... laughing occasionally.... deep in thought this lil half-drunk guy ]
Right? Everyone was so sweet today... I don't wanna forget it...
[ and he's so drunk he might forget it
but he'll show claude his stupid lil writings.... it's just a bunch of names together
monsieur richie & mizu? yes? no? adolphe & ellie danced very cute maybe marry hawke & anders hope it works out jiaoqiu & bas.... hope never dies fidelio & samuel cute cute cute cl
[ nestles himself comfortably against claude again ]
He is... Though I was wondering if he had a crush on Adolphe too... like how I think Ellie is cute with Shadowheart at the same time. It can get complicated.
I don't want anyone to feel heartbreak... but there's just a lot of sweetness to be found.
[ he shakes his head slightly even though he doesn't actually separate from claude's shoulder, and the alcohol makes the words flow easier. he looks down at his ship notes, and doesn't dare to write his own name anywhere ]
I do want to be loved. I want it more than almost anything.
But it's never come easily for me. I'm probably difficult to love.
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week 1, wednesday
muttering to himself... laughing occasionally.... deep in thought this lil half-drunk guy ]
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Plotting something?
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and then relaxes when it's claude. he laughs and patpatpats the place on the blanket next to him ]
Just for fun... Wanna join?
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What is it?
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Claude... Do you know what ships are....?
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[ You can lean against him! Get cozy. ]
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Oh, you should tell me about it—waiiiit wait, not this time.
[ HE WON'T BE DISTRACTED AGAIN ]
I think it's... people you want to see together? That's what Gamaliel said.... Just for fun...
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That makes sense.
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[ and he's so drunk he might forget it
but he'll show claude his stupid lil writings.... it's just a bunch of names together
monsieur richie & mizu? yes? no?
adolphe & ellie danced very cute maybe marry
hawke & anders hope it works out
jiaoqiu & bas.... hope never dies
fidelio & samuel cute cute cute
cl
he stopped writing the last one it's fine ]
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Nosiness activates and immediately points at the last line. ]
Is that my name? [ Nudging Yves gently. ] Who gets to be next to me?
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I thought you didn't like romance...! I won't push my fantasies on you....
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People can change and grow in mysterious ways. I want to know!
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Let's trade...
Is there anyone you like, Claude...?
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[ He's being discriminated against... ]
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But you're the one in front of me... You're not even written down...
You can trust me, I won't tell anyone.
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I don't have anything to tell. I wish I was as quick to open my heart as some others.
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It's okay. You don't have to be... You're easy to love as you are.
[ tippy taps his pen against the notebook page ]
I thought your interaction with Taair was sweet, is all... [ yves truly folds like a house of cards so fast when questioned ] Don't be mad?
[ saying it so sweetly like he'll still try to weasel his way out of it if claude is mad.... ]
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Why would I be mad? [ Though, it actually is embarrassing now that he's gotten an answer. ] Taair's a sweet person.
[ He looks at the list again. ]
Are you adding anymore?
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He is... Though I was wondering if he had a crush on Adolphe too... like how I think Ellie is cute with Shadowheart at the same time. It can get complicated.
I don't want anyone to feel heartbreak... but there's just a lot of sweetness to be found.
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We're adults, I'm sure it'll work out amicably.
[ Local man has no idea how irrational emotions can be. ]
What about, Yves? Who's caught your eye?
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yves just laughs a little more quietly ]
I think I love you all in my own way. I'm lucky enough to be cared for this much. I won't ask for anything more, even if I'd be happy to be given it.
[ but he's trying to not get his heart broken again ]
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[ Tilts his head, thoughtfully. ]
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I do want to be loved. I want it more than almost anything.
But it's never come easily for me. I'm probably difficult to love.
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Why do you think you're difficult to love?
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[ the only virche with dating history ]
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