yves & marcoh

[noirges]

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[boxcar]

[ Listen he had the idea but it's just hard to really just Get Open with it. ]

Yves.

[ Help me. ]

[noirges]

[ teasing: ]

Yes, Marcoh?

[boxcar]

[ He huffs a little, but he's generally soft on Yves. ]

Don't get too excited now...

[noirges]

[ hehe... he's just laughing a little ]

People keep telling me this...

[ he won't go overboard... he will only draft the wedding in his own mind.... but, more seriously ]

I'm just really happy for you. [ lightly leans against marcoh's side ] It's a beautiful feeling, and you both more than deserve it. I just want you to experience everything wonderful about it.

[boxcar]

Okay. I got the message. I appreciate it -- I actually do.

[ HE MEANS IT BUT IT'S ALSO SO STRANGE-FEELING TO HIM TO BE SO SEEN... he'd just be like Uh I Gotta Go except he'd feel bad to do that to Yves? A. ]

It's been good.

[noirges]

[ HE IS CONTINUING TO FEEL INCREASINGLY DELIGHTED.........

laughs lightly and lets his head rest against marcoh's shoulder ]

Okay, okay, I can tone it down a little if it's still too much.

[ he just loves love.... wow.... ]

[boxcar]

[ JUST HANDS OFF ONE OF THESE other CORGIS OVER TO YVES. Your problem now. ]

The only other person that usually gets a little invested about it was Venere, so it's just... new.

[noirges]

[ oH MORE CORGI okay he accepts bread loaf ]

Well, Venere is right and I continue to want to meet her. I think she and I would lose an entire afternoon and evening conspiring to plot out your happiness.

[ just so open about it, ]

[boxcar]

I am not sure if I should allow this.

[ For HIS sanity! No it'd be sweet but truly he'd have to scruff you both, lord. ]

[noirges]

[ point blank: ]

You should because we love you.

[ OBVIOUSLY ]

/2

[boxcar]

[ NIGHTMARE ]

[boxcar]

I do think I'd like to introduce you to her sometime. If we somehow could.

[ Okay but sincerely though. He likes Yves, it'd be nice to introduce Venere to some actual good people. ]

[noirges]

[ lol... he just smiles faintly at that, coming back down to earth a bit ]

... take it up with God, I guess? That's what I keep getting told to do when I have questions about what comes after all this.

If it was possible... I'd love to, knowing how much she means to you. She sounds wonderful.

[boxcar]

[ His mood sobers up pretty fast. These last few days, a lot has been piling up and it's just... been a lot. ]

I know. It's hard to say anything for certain.

[noirges]

[ not this... yves just puts another corgi that's waddling by on marcoh to try to cheer him up again. ]

... are you worried?

[boxcar]

I've been worried a while.

[ He's been worried about a lot of things since day zero and he has only gotten MORE WORRIED SINCE. Even the world's biggest pile of corgis can't fix this... ]

[noirges]

[ it can fix this... it can... or at least yves is going to reach out to hold onto marcoh's hand? ]

... do you want to get specific? Or?

[boxcar]

What can I get specific about? Isn't the idea that anyone can die or suddenly become a murderer not bad enough?

[noirges]

[ well the former is just life, but yves is a lot more delicate than just saying that. he takes marcoh's hand between both of his own ]

I think... we've got a lot of different stressors here. [ anyone can die, thursdays where people come back maimed as hell or as till alien stage, the idea of not earning redemption and therefore your soul not being deemed good enough to get what you want ]

But that is bad enough. I've always thought... as the weeks went along, it would only get harder. We'll only all love each other more.

I just... also thought, at the end of everything, it's going to be okay.

[boxcar]

[ I really just fucking woke up to. A solo CYOA??? Two-person CYOA??? With fucking sudden Till Alienstage.

Honestly, it's the 'loving each other more' part that's hard, but he doesn't say that. It's not that he doesn't want to get attached, and even if he didn't it's way too late for that, but he went through a few mental rodeos last week which was really not so hot.

But he just nods, here. ]

Yeah. It will be.