I don't think that you are... You're already careful about saying it. I know that you treasure your peace. It must've been hard won.

[ that said... ]

... but I also think that, if I were to think about having that much time... well, things might start to blend together a little, if there's nothing new. You can enjoy it, and still feel that way. It doesn't mean you love what you have any less, just that it's... a lot of the same.

[ right...? ]