I don't think that you are... You're already careful about saying it. I know that you treasure your peace. It must've been hard won.
[ that said... ]
... but I also think that, if I were to think about having that much time... well, things might start to blend together a little, if there's nothing new. You can enjoy it, and still feel that way. It doesn't mean you love what you have any less, just that it's... a lot of the same.
[ he smiles, and pats his hand. he appreciates that yves will offer comfort even to him, even if his worries aren't to grave. more contemplative, than anything. he leans in to press a quick kiss to his hair, extra affection week... ]
Mhm, it has been.
And you are right. [ it is very much a lot of the same. ] No one can stay in exactly the same place for too long.
[ which is strange to think of, because isn't that what paradise technically is? but he tables that thought. ]
...So we all must find ways to enact movement, even if they are not necessarily grand.
You've found a path forward yourself, haven't you?
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Even so, I do not wish to take anything for granted.
[ it doesn't seem fair, especially compared to those who have such little time.
sorry i can't pay attention to anything outside cagfe rn ]
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[ that said... ]
... but I also think that, if I were to think about having that much time... well, things might start to blend together a little, if there's nothing new. You can enjoy it, and still feel that way. It doesn't mean you love what you have any less, just that it's... a lot of the same.
[ right...? ]
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Mhm, it has been.
And you are right. [ it is very much a lot of the same. ] No one can stay in exactly the same place for too long.
[ which is strange to think of, because isn't that what paradise technically is? but he tables that thought. ]
...So we all must find ways to enact movement, even if they are not necessarily grand.
You've found a path forward yourself, haven't you?