yves & jing yuan

[noirges]

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[lightning]

[ he looks at yves curiously, because the hesitation doesn't sound entirely promising...

gently, ] Would it be difficult for you to return to where you'd left off?

[ that is what jing yuan is inferring, anyhow... but yves is very sweet, either way. ]

Your efforts are appreciated. I do hope you'll allow yourself to be supported as well, even in uncertainty.

[noirges]

I think... it would be hard for me to accept living when my friend did not. When we killed each other.

[ and the outcome of their battle was a dual death.

but he nods! ]

I am! I think... I've been making okay progress in understanding what I need for redemption, at least...

[lightning]

[ the way i'm finally getting back to this sledgehammer of a tag ]

...I'm very sorry to hear it, Yves. For you and your friend both.

[ he gives him a gentle squeeze. he will not pry, but he is of course willing to provide an ear, or even just quiet company. ]

You are making peace in your own way, yes?

[noirges]

[ tags omo in this hug for the next two months

yves takes in a breath at that, and then steels himself for jing yuan's reaction ]

... it's okay. It was my choice. For things to end that way, when it's the only way that I think I could've saved the people I loved.

So I guess I'm getting what peace I can, navigating that.