... [ Slowly, ] I'm used to having to, where I'm from. But it doesn't feel like it, here.
I've been considering just being upfront with it, if nobody really minds. He doesn't like it if I say things to other people, like when I had to consider who I'd be willing to marry out of people here this morning.
[ And then the next day he got cursed to get competitive over who loves Jiaoqiu more, help,,, him like maybe if it's just known he will at least avoid add-on curses. ]
[ he won't go overboard... he will only draft the wedding in his own mind.... but, more seriously ]
I'm just really happy for you. [ lightly leans against marcoh's side ] It's a beautiful feeling, and you both more than deserve it. I just want you to experience everything wonderful about it.
Well, Venere is right and I continue to want to meet her. I think she and I would lose an entire afternoon and evening conspiring to plot out your happiness.
[ He's been worried about a lot of things since day zero and he has only gotten MORE WORRIED SINCE. Even the world's biggest pile of corgis can't fix this... ]
[ well the former is just life, but yves is a lot more delicate than just saying that. he takes marcoh's hand between both of his own ]
I think... we've got a lot of different stressors here. [ anyone can die, thursdays where people come back maimed as hell or as till alien stage, the idea of not earning redemption and therefore your soul not being deemed good enough to get what you want ]
But that is bad enough. I've always thought... as the weeks went along, it would only get harder. We'll only all love each other more.
I just... also thought, at the end of everything, it's going to be okay.
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And for her, you know especially why it's so important.
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[ From Uruha though not from him. ]
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[ well he's not that hurt, ]
Are you trying to keep it under wraps...?
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I've been considering just being upfront with it, if nobody really minds. He doesn't like it if I say things to other people, like when I had to consider who I'd be willing to marry out of people here this morning.
[ And then the next day he got cursed to get competitive over who loves Jiaoqiu more, help,,, him like maybe if it's just known he will at least avoid add-on curses. ]
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[ he doesn't even mean this as a roast he's just like
if people had a problem something would've exploded by now ]
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Yves.
[ Help me. ]
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Yes, Marcoh?
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Don't get too excited now...
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People keep telling me this...
[ he won't go overboard... he will only draft the wedding in his own mind.... but, more seriously ]
I'm just really happy for you. [ lightly leans against marcoh's side ] It's a beautiful feeling, and you both more than deserve it. I just want you to experience everything wonderful about it.
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[ HE MEANS IT BUT IT'S ALSO SO STRANGE-FEELING TO HIM TO BE SO SEEN... he'd just be like Uh I Gotta Go except he'd feel bad to do that to Yves? A. ]
It's been good.
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laughs lightly and lets his head rest against marcoh's shoulder ]
Okay, okay, I can tone it down a little if it's still too much.
[ he just loves love.... wow.... ]
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The only other person that usually gets a little invested about it was Venere, so it's just... new.
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Well, Venere is right and I continue to want to meet her. I think she and I would lose an entire afternoon and evening conspiring to plot out your happiness.
[ just so open about it, ]
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[ For HIS sanity! No it'd be sweet but truly he'd have to scruff you both, lord. ]
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You should because we love you.
[ OBVIOUSLY ]
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[ Okay but sincerely though. He likes Yves, it'd be nice to introduce Venere to some actual good people. ]
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... take it up with God, I guess? That's what I keep getting told to do when I have questions about what comes after all this.
If it was possible... I'd love to, knowing how much she means to you. She sounds wonderful.
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I know. It's hard to say anything for certain.
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... are you worried?
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[ He's been worried about a lot of things since day zero and he has only gotten MORE WORRIED SINCE. Even the world's biggest pile of corgis can't fix this... ]
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... do you want to get specific? Or?
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I think... we've got a lot of different stressors here. [ anyone can die, thursdays where people come back maimed as hell or as till alien stage, the idea of not earning redemption and therefore your soul not being deemed good enough to get what you want ]
But that is bad enough. I've always thought... as the weeks went along, it would only get harder. We'll only all love each other more.
I just... also thought, at the end of everything, it's going to be okay.
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