[ EVERY WEEK IS AFFECTION WEEK!!! he would be content to do nothing but cuddle, however, they have limited time to explore so looping arms is a good compromise. they are sticking so close to each other!! ]
Certainly. As... much as things have changed here [ help ], I do think I'll still miss the novelty, once I've returned.
Not recently. [ he did die, so things were definitely shaken up back home. ] ...But for a long while before, they were. As terrible as it is to say, I was beginning to stagnate in times of peace.
[ he has been alive... for so long... also I WILL GIVE JINGHENG MEMORY just lmk when is gude hehe ]
[ he looks thoughtful at that, almost like he's trying to comprehend it. it's hard, when they had opposite issues. yves with such a short lifespan and jing yuan with an unending one ]
I don't think it's terrible if that's what you were feeling...
I don't think that you are... You're already careful about saying it. I know that you treasure your peace. It must've been hard won.
[ that said... ]
... but I also think that, if I were to think about having that much time... well, things might start to blend together a little, if there's nothing new. You can enjoy it, and still feel that way. It doesn't mean you love what you have any less, just that it's... a lot of the same.
[ he smiles, and pats his hand. he appreciates that yves will offer comfort even to him, even if his worries aren't to grave. more contemplative, than anything. he leans in to press a quick kiss to his hair, extra affection week... ]
Mhm, it has been.
And you are right. [ it is very much a lot of the same. ] No one can stay in exactly the same place for too long.
[ which is strange to think of, because isn't that what paradise technically is? but he tables that thought. ]
...So we all must find ways to enact movement, even if they are not necessarily grand.
You've found a path forward yourself, haven't you?
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You could say that about many people, Yves.
[ just walks around the fairgrounds with him! soaking in the company. he points out the ferris wheel. ]
I rode with Hawke, once, when we were on the other side. [ just for funsies. ] Shall we?
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I'd love to. Might as well explore while we can, right?
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Certainly. As... much as things have changed here [ help ], I do think I'll still miss the novelty, once I've returned.
[ the emoshare is a little wistful. ]
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[ wondering... ]
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Not recently. [ he did die, so things were definitely shaken up back home. ] ...But for a long while before, they were. As terrible as it is to say, I was beginning to stagnate in times of peace.
[ he has been alive... for so long... also I WILL GIVE JINGHENG MEMORY just lmk when is gude hehe ]
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[ he looks thoughtful at that, almost like he's trying to comprehend it. it's hard, when they had opposite issues. yves with such a short lifespan and jing yuan with an unending one ]
I don't think it's terrible if that's what you were feeling...
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Even so, I do not wish to take anything for granted.
[ it doesn't seem fair, especially compared to those who have such little time.
sorry i can't pay attention to anything outside cagfe rn ]
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[ that said... ]
... but I also think that, if I were to think about having that much time... well, things might start to blend together a little, if there's nothing new. You can enjoy it, and still feel that way. It doesn't mean you love what you have any less, just that it's... a lot of the same.
[ right...? ]
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Mhm, it has been.
And you are right. [ it is very much a lot of the same. ] No one can stay in exactly the same place for too long.
[ which is strange to think of, because isn't that what paradise technically is? but he tables that thought. ]
...So we all must find ways to enact movement, even if they are not necessarily grand.
You've found a path forward yourself, haven't you?