[ well. yves does not in agreement, the statement doesn't hurt because it's what he thinks too. that he's weird, twisted, strange, off-putting. as a person, they shouldn't be able to do this but -
he has. ]
... maybe. [ softly ] I do think people here are exceedingly kind and patient.
But I... don't know how to be any other way anymore. [ a little shameful ] Sometimes I want to and sometimes I... don't.
Everyone wishes they could be different sometimes.
[ unfortunate that he's a little too familiar with that, but a little too fearful to really make himself change. ]
It's still who you are now. Whether that's a good or a bad thing... I don't know. But it doesn't change that people still care about you, and they will no matter what.
[ mumbling a little this is a little too honest for a kid who's bad with feelings so he can use everyone else as a shield. it's feels safer to do it that way. ]
[ even if laurence can't really look in the eye while saying something so godawful cheesy. someone kill him next so he doesn't have to say things like this ever again. ]
...I really hope you're not a suspect again next week. You need a break.
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he has. ]
... maybe. [ softly ] I do think people here are exceedingly kind and patient.
But I... don't know how to be any other way anymore. [ a little shameful ] Sometimes I want to and sometimes I... don't.
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[ unfortunate that he's a little too familiar with that, but a little too fearful to really make himself change. ]
It's still who you are now. Whether that's a good or a bad thing... I don't know. But it doesn't change that people still care about you, and they will no matter what.
[ mumbling a little this is a little too honest for a kid who's bad with feelings so he can use everyone else as a shield. it's feels safer to do it that way. ]
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yves smiles gently at that and lets his head bonk lightly against laurence's again. he'd love to believe that. ]
Thanks, Laurence. I do feel cared for here. Almost more than I ever have before.
And that is meaningful to me.
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[ even if laurence can't really look in the eye while saying something so godawful cheesy. someone kill him next so he doesn't have to say things like this ever again. ]
...I really hope you're not a suspect again next week. You need a break.